The special one

We knew each other out of sudden...
I fell in love with you Out of sudden....
You shares your stuff with me Out of sudden..
We laugh at each others out of sudden..
We fall in love with each others out of sudden..
You went missing out of sudden...
I went worrying out of sudden...
I destroyed my life out of sudden...
You came back out of sudden....
You disappointed in my out of sudden..
You hated me Out of sudden...
I waited you days and days out of sudden..
You coldly treated me out of sudden..
I chose to silently seeing you out of sudden..
I cried day and night out of sudden..
You ignored me Out of sudden..
You accepted another guy Out of sudden..
I heartbroken silently Out of sudden..
You hated me ALL of sudden..
I Hated myself ALL THE WHILE..

I really wish time can just rewind...
where we still smile and laugh.. love and care.. seeing the same sun and moon but in different location but still feeling each other are just by each other's side..
Responsibility keeps on increasing .. Things that cant be told are increasing in My heart..
I Misses you... but I cant tell you..
I Loves you... but I dont deserves...
I cried... But I had to wipe the tears and act like nothing happened...

Special one... you are very special to me